by Terry Jude Miller
"To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven." - Ecclesiastes 3:1
I went fifteen years
without breathing:
oh, I did inhale--
took everything in--
in a one-way fluster
I let the world enter me,
gave liberty to tides
and gravity, which tossed me
from job to job, from one
calamity to the next without
grasping at the sides for a moment
to repair my substratum
I fell face up,
at the end of my intake capacity
I caught my second wind
a first day in January
when my full and heavy heart
picked up a pen
and exhaled
I am east and you are as west as the sun will go.
It is April, the
month of your birth. The mornings have learned to
sing again
with the trembling voice of first light. I find it
easier to talk to
you when I write down what I have to say. There
are volumes on
my bookshelf gathering dust and sadness.
Reflection is thin stem
ware that breaks at the least provocation; but if
I fill it just right
and stroke it lightly with my tear-moistened
finger, it sings just
what I desire to hear. Much forgiveness rolled
between us in your
final years, followed by acceptance of never being
able to change
what sets fast in early days. I imagine standing in
your shadow,
then you stepping aside to let the sun reach me,
as it does this
April morning when I wish you were here to share
one more day's
unfolding.
Terry Jude Miller
is a published and award winning poet from Fort Bend County, Texas. A
Juried Poet of the 2011 Houston Poetry Festival, his work has been published
in dozens of print and online publications. His poem, "The
Diagnosis", appeared in the Birmingham Arts Journal. He has read his
poetry at venues throughout the United States and the United Kingdom.
Miller has just published his third book titled "The Butterfly
Canonical." His two previous books of poetry are
titled "The Day I Killed Superman" and "What If I Find Only
Moonlight?" He is a member of the Academy of American Poets, the
Poetry Society of Texas, and the Gulf Coast Poets Society. Terry is a retired
professor of eMarketing and held an Innovation Fellowship at Kaplan University.
Terry Miller, John Gorman, and Vanessa Zimmer-Powell will read their work at the Friendswood Public Library on Wednesday, November 6 at 7pm.
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